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Hey guys just wanted to let you know I'm doing better and making more plans for my life, not quite sure where the motivation came from but well. Yup. Just trying to take it easy and not put too much pressure on myself or too much on my plate.and 5 others.
Thanks again for the support, I really appreciate it.
I also have a date in the 26th
I know I sort of already said it but it's a big deal to me. Thank you everyone that responded to my suiside post last night it means a lot to get such a nice response and to cause me to think a little more. Suiside still isn't off the table for me but it doesn't feel like the only option right now. Although if things get worse which I can see things getting worse, well then I may not see the bright side of things. But I really hope things get better.and 2 others.
Again thank you everyone
So I finally did it guys and girls. I was so worried about what might happen and I told everyone about my mental health issues with very mixed results and I'm not even sure how to feel about it. Also I had about a month to come up with the remaining 80 or so £ to pay off my ps4 and finally reached it and paid it off today as the deadline was luckily Friday 25th. PHEW! now I don't own 300 with an added 140 for interest which is what would of happenedand 1 other.
Ok 1st of all I owe you guys a massive thank you. Especially to a.ron (not trying to be biast but he's a busy guy) I'm shocked as to how easily you guys may have found my place I live but not my specific address. Suiside for me isn't off the table it's something I have been thinking about constantly. I probably need a fresh start and to meet new people and to be honest I no longer want to live with my family and I don't want to see half of them again. It's a very difficult time for me and I hope I can get through it and not give into ending it all. It's going to be tough and the hardest thing I've been through. But again thank you all soo much for the support. If someone could tag a.ron and let him know that would be nice (because I don't know how to). I was also stood up for by my date which made things a lot worse.
Again thank you all